A ramble of despair
Why do I feel so damn alone? I'm a nobody. Nobody likes me. Nobody gives me a second thought. Nobody puts in an effort to include me. So what if you called? You know I wasn't able to pick up. Don't act like it's my fault that I don't know what the hell you are talking about. You don't want to hear me but you expect me to listen. I hate this. I hate knowing that I'm your backup plan, your last resort, and I'm always your second choice. I never thought I'd feel this lost again. So helpless, hopeless. Everybody is going to spend break laughing and making memories and I'll be here stuck in this lonely house with no friends. Because right now, I have no one. Every time, I get left out. Every damn time. I just tell myself that I'm doing it to myself. I'm distancing myself. It's all my fault. But I can't just be imaging this anymore. If you wanna be popular, then do it. Go ahead. Leave me in the dust. It would hurt less than t...